<p>I spent half my life being brought up the Christian way, as we all have to endure when you go through school. It never sat right with me. I was always asking questions and contradicting the ideas. I must have been a difficult pupil to have in class! Even though I had only one aspect of spiritual guidance when I was young, I still believed that there was more to what was being presented to me. Witchcraft was my first step towards finding that inner peace I had been seaching for all my life. I now like to look at the different nature religions as a whole. Each overlap and have essentially found their roots in history whereby people worshipped many aspects of the Universal Life Source.</p>
My spiritual interests started fairly young. I was always bored with books brought home from school. I started to pick up books from my parents small collection and read topics about self-hypnotism, regression, UFOs and other mystery books. This was if you like my doorway of early interest into the unknown. My life experiences have shaped me into the person I am today, along with some other key books that I have had a great fortune to read. My spiritual path has quickened in the last 8 years. My values have changed and grown in so many positive ways. I live a humble life without an abundance of wealth, fame or fortune, however, I feel extremely rich within.
I used to try to avoid being hurt, but now recognise, that this is probably the one major thing in life that we need to experience to spiritually evolve. Being a Homo sapien brings with it the powerful trait of EMOTIONS. Without emotion it would take us far longer to learn what we need to in each life time. I know that my Primary group of Soul mates and my extended soul friends are here with me throughout each lifetime. My understanding of it may not be what everyone else believes in, but it's right for me. I have no problems with anyone else's beliefs, and think that so long as you are happy in your beliefs and are virtuous in your endeavours and life in general, then good on you! Humanity and life on this planet proves to be an excellent opportunity afforded to us by our Spiritual Elders and Guardians. We are all linked to the Universal Consciousness and I believe that part of our destiny is partly determined and partly choice. Certain people we are meant to meet during the course of our lives, are part of our predetermined destiny. How we treat each other and react to our environment is our choice. Our lives are synchronistic between the soul groups on Earth. Prior to entering our bodies we agree to meet at certain points in our lives and give messages to each other. People behave a certain way towards us so that we may learn from the experience. Our enemies in life are really our teachers. Our learning comes from the basic emotions we experience, and our actions in response to different situations, thus combining, to help us evolve through each life time.
Now I realise that everyone reading this does not agree with what I believe and that is also the beauty behind our creation. We are free to believe what we want, but that should not interfere with anyone else's free will.
I think that there is so much more to learn for me yet. Sometimes I identify with my emotions too much when I know I should be concentrating and giving more attention to my spiritual strength. Sometimes I feel that other people are better than me; either because of their status, their wealth or even because they have a vast amount of knowledge in any given subject. I try to remember my part in this life's Play. Afterall Life can be likened to a part in a dramatic theatre production! I, on the other hand look for what is meant for me to learn from all this; my life, my experiences, my loves, my losses, my everything....And have come to realise that my destiny is still unfolding before me and that I am no lesser or greater than anyone, just different!
I like me, despite with my personal struggle with my identity from time to time. I have one area in my life that make me hurt like crazy inside. I haven't figured out yet how to deal with that pain, but I'm working on it! There is obviously some great spiritual learning to be gained from this hurt , so all I can do is embrace it for now...go with the flow and see where the tide takes me next.
Well, that's enough for now. That's just a bit about me.
