I'm not really here. This is a figment of your imagination. Yes I am here for a fleeting moment. I don't seem to find much time to go on blog. So I apologise for not keeping in touch as I would normally. I wish everyone a lovely Xmas and a happy New Year. I should probably mention that I had a profound experience t'other day. I went to my local Grand Theatre to see the famous medium Colin Fry. I was fortunate to receive a message from an aquaintance whom I lived next door to for years. This man was approx 5-10 years older than me and didn't run in my circle, ever. I watched him from afar and secretly had a huge crush on him for ever! Unfortunately this bloke took his life a year ago and blew his brains out with a shot gun. Since finding out this news from his mum a week or two later after the incident, I have thought of this bloke off and on constantly throughout the year. There is still a mystery concerning his death and the police haven't stopped investigating this incident. Well, the message I had from my neighbour's son, Edward, was that he was grateful for all the support given to his mother and also there has been new evidence that has come about in the last month. I am also to expect February to be important concerning this guy's family. Since finding out about Edward's death, I have seen regular coincidences that pertain to Edward's name. I have even felt his presence around me. Sometimes I am fortunate to have limited contact with people on the other side, but I do not open myself up enough , I know. Sometimes I wish I could speak with the spirit more frequently, but I suppose I am not ready to totally devote myself just yet. Sometimes I hear them. Sometimes they appear in my minds eye. Sometimes I can smell them and other times it's just a feeling they are there. Perhaps I should find more ways to become more in tune with the spirit world and maybe this is my destiny. Or maybe I have other things I should do first. I don't know....What do you think? Well I won't keep you folks any longer. I hope that I will get back into the swing of things soon and be on blog more often. Thanks for listening. Catzy X